"Friends"

I guess being alone is better than hating the people you are with.  Some people just constantly lie.  Some people tear you down.  Some people break their promises.  Some people screw you over.  Some people stab you in the back.  Some people crave your tears.  They do this to you, yet still have the audacity to call themselves your "friends".  Some people just want to see you crack; they want you to break completely. That is exactly why some people are so alone.  They prefer to be alone, rather than be constantly torn apart by the people that are supposed to be building them up.

IT

the black blanket surrounds

me

IT wraps itself around

me

IT holds me

down

IT suffocates my

emotions

IT holds me

close

IT hides me from

everyone

sometimes I crawl out of the black blanket

but IT grabs me by the foot and drags me

back

into ITs nothingness

but the blanket is always with me

IT is always there

when everyone else walks out on

me

IT is my

worst enemy
IT is my

downward spiral

but IT is my only

companion